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On The Night I Cried, Music Was My Remedy

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A6ajkB_YeSw


              In just, more or less, ten minutes, I managed to compose this song. I can't quite remember when it was, but the feeling's still fresh. I can't remember what made my tears fell that night but I remember how my heart pounded, how my ears wanted to hear only melody, how I wanted to scream, how I wanted to be alone, how I could write everything in less than a minute, how suddenly I could press every key I want, how I sing what I felt that night while crying, how I put everything on paper,how numb I was but happened to put it all up, how I just made a love song, and how I am broken.

             A love unsaid, a love you never thought you would feel, an unrequited one. For those who loved.. and were broken.. but still have the courage to love... This one's for you.


 STILL WAITING
by Mavee Edar

staring blankly at this corridor
waiting for an answer
waiting for your call
tell me im a little paranoid
but that's the way i feel
and that's what makes it real

refrain:
and so i set aside the question
of what i want
to make a way for what i have to do
coz im a good girl
and that's what good girls do

chorus:
give me a sign so that i wont pretend
give me a reason to stay until the end
tell me if you dont want me in your life
so that i could go and lose my own fight
but im still waiting

you dont know it hurts me so bad
knowing that you have your girl
and i am left
it made me realize how strong i am
for how more long years
should i wait and stand?

(repeat refrain and chorus)

Spanish Class Taught Me That Jejemon Thing

   
        Hola! Yesterday was the resume of our classes and what's crazy about it is that I have two classes of 3 long hours each and dismissal is by 9 o'clock in the evening. Yeah, I know that sounds exhausting. Haha. It's just like my schedule whenever I have rehearsals for theater plays in the theater organization that I'm in. Perhaps, my theater rehearsals are more pressuring than my studies (in terms of time and schedule). Oh I remember again that 3 long hours! I have that feeling that I might feel sleepy in class, or just pretend to listen and doodle my classmates one by one, or even my professor!

        Well, what made my yesterday a "day" is my Spanish class. I was excited to take that subject and learn the Spanish language. Actually, I know how to speak a bit in Italian by self-taught. I just bought a book three years ago and I learned it by myself. I have the idea that Italian and Spanish language are nearly the same, that's why I am pretty confident I would learn Spanish easier and I wouldn't have a hard time twisting my tongue to get that European accent. hahahahaa.

        What did Spanish Class really teach me? Well, educational enough, it taught me that "jejemon" thing. J in Spanish is pronounced as Jota ("Hota"). The J sounds like H. When Spaniards write a written laughing expression, they write it as "JEJEJE" (sounds HEHEHE) or "JAJAJA" (sounds HAHAHAHA). They laugh normally like we do but it's different when it is spelled.  In short, the jejemon laugh is a Spanish language. I'm not saying that the Spaniards are jejemons. What I mean is that, most jejemons do not know that they are already practicing their language in a Spanish way. Interesting, right? :)

        I promise not to miss any of my Spanish class this semester!

        JEJEJEJE... Adios!

Into This Business: iShopaholic

 
iShopaholic. The Internet Shopaholic's Bestfriend.

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iShopaholic
            means "internet shopaholic"

iShopaholic is an online fashion shop for internet shopaholics. It offers fashion clothing, accessories, shoes, and everything every internet shopaholic would love. It came from the idea that I am also a certified self-confessed internet shopaholic. Yes, self-confessed. So, I thought I could put up my own business to share my addiction with my fellow iShopaholics and at the same time, to earn for a reason.


You know you are an iShopaholic.
Admit it.
Be self-confessed.


Your Bestfriend,
Mavee ♥

Anyone Interested?

Proud Parents: Baby Shower!

I designed the invitation for my sister's baby shower party just for my niece who will soon enough bloom out and see the world. ♥

Flippin' and Floppin' Debut Party


My invitation for my last year's debut party. I personally designed it because I really wanted to be hands on with organizing my party. From planning, to designing invitations, preparing prizes, budgeting, and all, I never handed it to anyone.haha.  Pretty enough, I never failed. :)

From This High School Puppy Love


For the first time, a guy gave me a stuff toy from a “toy machine” - whatever you call it. Basta yung huhulugan mo ng token tapos dadakot ka ng stuff toy. HAHHAAAHA. Cool. :p Okay, I haven't seen this guy for about 5 years. Then this summer of 2010, we coincidentally see each other when I'm at the mall and I'm about to go home from work. Then came the time when we decided to go out (not a date!) together with my best friend. We played games. I never missed to play basketball with him (way back in high school, he's the MVP), and yes, he still scores it high! While my best friend and I were playing a shooting game, he told us he'll be out in a few minutes. When he came back, he gave us both cute stuff toys he got from that toy machine. I enjoyed this night. :)